YA RIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THANKS FOR PISSING ME OFF IN THE FUCKING MIDDLE NIGHT, WHILE I'M TRYING TO GET MYSELF SOME SLEEP. Ya, so I'm the cause of every single thing? Do you want me to just shut the fuck up? Will that be better? C'mon, was I wrong to say those two fucking sentences only? I didn't mean anything. Look, I can't forget that incident, and it will never be erased from my mind. I'm really pissed okay. You fucking pissed me off. Do you have to say like that? Everytime you are sad or what, I'm the caused? Coz I said wrong things? Means I don't know when to say the correct thing? LOOK, YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND!!!!!!! What is the fucking wrong with me saying that???? I'M REALLY ANGRY.

I get angry this few days, like really pissed. Sometimes, people don't understand me.
I wna thank RUIXIAN, for really listening, and being there for me when I told her about this, yes. Debbie too. Thank you girls, even though I know you won't be reading my blog.

And yes, everytime we argue, I'm the first to say sorry. Why am I letting myself look so low? Why? Why can't I just resist not saying the word SORRY. Oh, coz I know you won't be saying it first right? SO?! What's the point? You don't understand. OH BOY.

I'M PISSED WITH PEOPLE AROUND ME. I SHOULD JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP AND THINK BEFORE I TALK!!!!!