I'm really trying my best to cope myself with amaths, as I'm reading the o lvl handboook for amaths, and longman's assessment book, which is v.good to me, I think. So, I wish that I won't have to drop amaths, coz I (l) amaths freaking much. God, please save me. Thanks.

I thought it will be simple for me, but its not. Its a long journey, and I had a good talk with daddy in the car, all I know is, I gotta go jc. I want that, not just coz my aunts all think I can make it, and not just to make mummy proud, but I want to be a successful girl, among all my cousins. I gotta believe in that. I believe I can. Daddy said this, "If you can go jc, you'll be the first among my side to make it there, to that palace of your future, and if the more you get into jc, I bet your mum will get you anything, even that macpro notebook, or even a nikon or canon camera, just name it. Even your aunties, will get you something, just ask for you, especially aunty cha, she'll be very proud, all you gotta do is now, TO STUDY and make sure you do very well in your 'O' lvls, coz you are the only one that your mum is putting hopes on. " I held my tears back, coz sometimes, I believe that my aunties are all hoping that for me, coz each time they tell me that I can do it, they give me a big smile, as though they are always there to support me. Thank you aunties. I love you all.

I hope that even without DSA, I can put myself into good JCs. I believe in myself, I believe.