Damn. Y'know, sometimes, you just have to shut your FUCKING mouth up, so that your friends would not be mad at you.
Damn. Y'know, sometimes, you just gta keep yourself away from your friends' trouble, so to save yourself from it.
Damn. Y'know, sometimes, you just want to be someone without any problems created by friends, or even yourself.
FCUK IT.

I'm pissed. Yes, with many things. I shall rather not say here. Many problems are arising, and I knew this was gna happen, its just a matter of time. I hate everything, I hate being in the middle, and causing myself, to be on both side, for nothing! I'm tired. Really. I just want peace. Can that happen? No. Obviously. Sometimes, I feel letting it off. JUST LET THAT FUCKING THING OFF MY CHEST. But I can't. I don't wna put myself into trouble, and losing my friend in the end. What's up with that? I'm tired. I wna focus on O lvls, and I need to put myself first now, not my friends, not anyone else. Please! I'm really tired of all this. Can't everything be as per normal?

However I wish that I want everything to be as per normal, I can't have that back. I know I can't. Coz its all over, and all new beginnnings are coming and happening. Damn this year. I hate it. Fcuk. Fcuk. Fcuk!

I planned. But its not happening. I told, but its not listening. I spoked, but its not responding. WHAT THE FUCKING HELL IS HAPPENING?!

Fcuk!