I've always thought that my advices will always be true, worthy, but I guess it isn't so from now. GOSH! What happened? I'm stuck. I feel like I'm the cause of everything, c'mon, what will you react like then? I'm there, trying to forget it, but here, you are, trying to make me feel upset. Its has nothing to do with me, ya right. Then what is it about? Gosh, I'm feeling vexed right now. NO ONE FUCKING UNDERSTAND HOW I AM FEELING RIGHT NOW! I'M FEELING VERY PISSED. AND I FEEL LIKE JUST LETTING IT GO HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so pressured. I'm so so so fcuking angry at that moment, you didn't know how much tears I tried to save, from you seeing my breakdown right in front of you. You don't freaking understand the situation I'm in. She's alright, just alright, she's okay. Just that I'm warning you. But then? What's happening?!

I hate to be in the middle, I hate having to compromise with one another, I hate being pointed that I'm the cause of trouble. YOU ARE FOOLISH TO SAY THAT. I'M PISSED, AND I'LL ALWAYS BE PISSED, TILL I GET SOME REST, FROM EVERY SINGLE THING IN MY LIFE THAT IS ACTUALLY GOING ON RIGHT NOW! CAN ANYONE UNDERSTAND? NO, NO ONE UNDERSTANDS, EXCEPT MY ONE AND ONLY GOD, ALLAH. I PRAY THAT I'LL BE LEAD INTO THE RIGHT PATH, I PRAY THAT I'LL BE ABLE TO SOLVE ALL THIS CONFLICTS, AND TENSIONS!!!!