Boy, you made sucha huge impact on me.
Why is it that after everytime I saw you, feelings came back ? Do you know that its very very awkward for me? I used to like you very much. But idk why things changed. I rejected you so many times, making you wait, giving you false hope. You know that my answer will be a no, you told me you don't dare to hope for high answers. But I sent you long messages telling you why we should just give up this relationship. Now, I seem to regret everything !

Bestfriend told me to just do it, don't change my mind! She supports me, but I am afraid that your answer will be a no, and that will hurt me in the end. Gosh ! I hate this feeling kae ! Why do you freaking have to make a big impact on me ? Why do I like you so much ?! Damn. I really wna text you, meet you. But I know its not gna happen. Maybe you don't have feelings for me already. Its just one sided for me. I regretted not talking to you during sat and sun. I regretted not smilling to you. I regretted all my moves. Damn.

Boy, you just make me wna fall in love with you again and again. This time round, I'll try my best, and if you really giving up on me. Then I shall not disturb you anymore. I'm sorry boy.

If only I have a boyfriend like him. GOSH. Life will just be perfect for me. Today's GCE O LEVEL MOTHER TONGUE LISTENING COMPREHENSION. I wonder who actually listened to the radio to hear along with all the O lvl students. Qst was tricky though, but its alright, as long as get an A I'm fine. I just need an A. Staring at english file right now. I'm so bored. Gna flunk prelim 1 coz I know I'm not prepared. I'm always not prepared. Just can't study on time. Need space, need relaxing, need TIME. Damn. Everything isn't just going my way. I have to give in every single time. Why can't people just understand me ? And him, boy I should just forget about receiving your msg or whatsoever.

This weekend, I'm waiting for it badly, coz I really wna see him. I hope he'll text me, but I know he wouldn't. I shall just forget it.

Gna go for the wedding with geog qsts to bomb to my dearest cousin who helps me :D
HAHAHA. Twilight saga books has good phrases to use for compo, so I have read it and took note of some vocab words. I'm sucha good girl :D

I hope that everything will pass quickly and that I can completed education by 25 !

YOU GO GIRL !

ADIOS AMIGOS,
XOXO
BASHBASH !

I think I'm bored. Yes I am. All alone at home again, reason is to study, and yet now I'm using my darling. Hahah. Send the stuffs over to Peggy's hse just now. She say daddy looked fierce. HEHEHHE. Gosh, another week, and yes, I get to see him. How much I really miss him like a lot, its been almost 5months not seeing him. I hope everything will go well, I really really miss him a lot. But too bad, circumstances doesn't allow us to be what we wna be. Damn. I envy those who has someone to love.
Night study in school tmr with bestfriend P. HAHA. Shall think what qst to bring for tmr's night study. Alright, till here then. July hasn't ended, so my facebook will still be activating.
XOXO, Bashbash !

Gosh, mouth widely open ! FREAKING PRELIMS IS COMING ! LIKE NEXT WEEK ! GEEEES.
I must start revising already. Cannot spend time anyohow, no more going out to shop already anyway I'm broke.

DAMN.
I'm gna see him next weekend, it just sucks la to actually seeing someone for two freaking whole days, not knowing what to say to him. Gosh, I sure will avoid you so that I won't be thinking of you again.

WAIT WAIT. ECLIPSE IS A SO MUST WATCH ! OMGOMGOMGOMG. JACOB AND HIS FRIENDS ARE HOT ! RILEY, THE NEWBORN VAMPIRE IS HOT TOO !!! OMGOMGOMG. I SHALL GO FIND HIS PHOTOS NOW . BYE !

Because I just love myself a lot
Gosh, exams are this monday, and right now, I'm happily blogging. Great. I'm all alone at home not going out to study, home alone studying. Geeeeeeeeeee ... I feel so broke. I really really gotta start saving money, and get myself rewards. I WANT IPHONE 4 :) Hais, i miss my friends a lot. I miss him.