Boy, you made sucha huge impact on me.
Why is it that after everytime I saw you, feelings came back ? Do you know that its very very awkward for me? I used to like you very much. But idk why things changed. I rejected you so many times, making you wait, giving you false hope. You know that my answer will be a no, you told me you don't dare to hope for high answers. But I sent you long messages telling you why we should just give up this relationship. Now, I seem to regret everything !

Bestfriend told me to just do it, don't change my mind! She supports me, but I am afraid that your answer will be a no, and that will hurt me in the end. Gosh ! I hate this feeling kae ! Why do you freaking have to make a big impact on me ? Why do I like you so much ?! Damn. I really wna text you, meet you. But I know its not gna happen. Maybe you don't have feelings for me already. Its just one sided for me. I regretted not talking to you during sat and sun. I regretted not smilling to you. I regretted all my moves. Damn.

Boy, you just make me wna fall in love with you again and again. This time round, I'll try my best, and if you really giving up on me. Then I shall not disturb you anymore. I'm sorry boy.