There's more to this.

That's what I feel. I really really feel so jealous. Argh, idk why. Nevermind. Probably I'll text him some other time ? F says I should just be thick skin and text him, but I'm afraid of hurting myself again.

Gosh, this week has been very tough for me. Fasting month, school, exams. GOSH ! I feel like just giving up!!! BUT I CAN'T! I gotta perserver till the very last end.

Will only blog once a week, if I have to time to online. My lappy misses me, awwwww D:
No photos to upload, coz photos are taken by polariod cam. I'm gna save money, to get the very old old polariod, sell in malaysia. I AM DAMN BROKE ! BROKE LIKE SHIT !

Okay, I shall go pray now and then listen to some musics and study. ADIOS , AMIGOS !