You gotta let go what'cha gotta let go.

It makes no sense. True enough. Today is still 2009. But in just minutes, it will turn to be 2010.

How long more will we get to live our life?

Bla bla bla. New year's resolutions :

1) STUDY SMART

2) PASS MY 'O' LEVELS

3) GET A JOB AFTER 'O' LEVELS

4) GET MY HANDS ON TOPSHOP JEANS

5) TOUCH THOSE GLADIATOR HEELS FROM CHARLES & KEITH

6) SPRAY ON MY SOME ANNA SUI PERFRUMES

7) BUY A NEW HANDBAG FROM ANY SHOPPING CENTRES.

8) STOP MYSELF FROM EATING MANY FASTFOOD AND LOSE WEIGHT

9) HAVE THE MOST WONDERFUL SWEET SIXTEEN BIRTHDAY

and finally,

10) HAVE AN AWESOME YEAR!!!!

Cool uh. Hahah.

Well, I love my number 4,5,6,7,9 ze most! Which I have always been carving since this year.

Caught my eyes, on heels, but haven't been getting them.

Gerrr.

I need money money money. Owe Vivian presents, owe myself stuffs.

Gosh.

O levels is just next year, and I dread for O lvls. Can I don't take it, but unfortunately, we can't escape from the claws of O lvls. WE HAVE TO FACE IT. PFFT.

I wna leave behind all those pains, and misery that was caused by me. I wna leave all those behind. I hate this year, but loved some month, especially, december.

Hahah. Okay, gna catch some COUNTDOWN, and hello, I'm watching just to see my Sezairi.

Just gna wish everyone a HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

And to this peoples, you guys really rocked my last days of december. Thanks!

RUIXIAN, VIVIAN, CHERYL, FELICE, SYAFIQAH, BOO, ALOY, YANA, AISYAH, AYU.

I LOVE YOU GUYS TO THE MAX. THANKS FOR 2009!!

You don't have to be afraid of what's gna happen,

But instead, face the truth and reality.

I'm rotting at home, but gna go out later with family. Dangs.

School's reopening next week, or rather should I say, next year, which is just tomorrow. I'll still blog tonight, just before new year. TSK.

So many things happened this year, 2009.

A year, of tragedy, dramatic, and conflicts.

Many conflicts that strangles people together.

Many tragedy that kills people.

Many drama that hurts people.

CAN ALL THIS DON'T HAPPEN IN 2010.

I hope God doesn't let all this happen. I want a good year in 2010.

PLEASE GOD.

Thank You.

Shall update more at night.

A day of tiredness

Y'know, sometimes, people put the blame on someone else. I hate that. Really.
I admire Beyonce, for being so brave, caring, kind, and loving. She sang Halo, for Chelsea, a young girl, suffering from Cancer. She sang that song like with Chelsea standing beside her. I cried, watching the video. Its really touching.

Gosh, a day in school for sec 1 orientation day. Damn tired. Had SC bbq yesterday, at ECP. I swear, this holiday, I love my excos mates! They are like ze best you can ever find. Vivian, Felice, Cheryl, Boo, and not forgetting, HU RUIXIAN, hahha. Thanks for waiting over 45 mins, before going town. Hahah. Went to town first, to far east, to get something, as we had to use the voucher, that we got from a shop, so we bought a vintage handphone pouch. I love mine. Pictures will be uploaded soon, in facebook :D So, trained to Bedok, met Felice, then took taxi to ECP. Vivian, Cherly, Boo was there. So, bla bla bla. Many things happened. Homed, and slept, waked up early today, for the orientation. Well, it was a day of fun, laughters by excos. We really really had a lot of fun. We laughed and laughed, and laughed. Hahah! Awesome peoples! Sec 1s are abit shy, coz y'know, they haven't really gotten to know their classmates, so yeah, it will take sometime.

Left school at around 6. Homed. A fresh, cold water bathe, freshens me up! Cool! Hahah.

Sometimes, I feel like, I just wna type a message, and send it over to him. But I couldn't. And Khairil, I miss him. But just don't know when to meet him. D:

Tomorrow is, NEW YEAR'S EVE. A new year begining, and I have to do very well.
I'll talk about it, and tomorrow's post.

Adios, Amigos!

Sometimes, a moment of truth is all that we need. Nothing else. Thank you God, for giving me chances.

Sometimes, moving slow is better than moving fast,

So that you do not get into mistakes,

And ended up regretting every single thing.

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